i feel so fucked up. within half a year, my laptop has been infected with some bloody virus from the sch. and i was so pissed when i went to the help desk and that bastard say it's your personal pc, there's nothing they can do. i scolded him fuck you and went off. i was so pissed that i cried. first, because i've planned to do itipj but cause of the fucking virus that i have to solve i cant do it. secondly, i'm so tied down by the damn schedule. it's like bloody pack lah. and as a help desk assistant, if you refuse to help students, then wtf we pay the school fees for you bloody pay when you dont do you job?? ARGHHHH. so pissed lah. now my laptop is like lagging like dont know what.

quarrelled with him. fuck.

showed that bitch leefy my project and damn fuck. she say what i do is all wrong. asshole lah. if you're so deprived of love then jolly well find someone to shower you with all the love. dont come picking on us lah. i feel so lost nowlah. after hearing what she say, all my effort is like gone down to waste. how on earth do you expect me to finish my part within 1 week? fuck man. at first you say cannot do shopping cart. if not it will be like the ecpj project. but now?! you say it should be like a shopping cart?!!! wth!!

i so feel like crying. so lost. so sick. i think i'm dying from the cold. literally..... haiz.